Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Soul Ache

Olivia.........


When I kiss Pennie's beautiful face, I kiss your face too.
When I tell Pennie I love her, I echo it to you too.
When I cradle Pennie in my arms, my heart cradles you too.
My soul aches for you.
My eyes long to see you.
One day....

3 comments:

Kathryn said...

I get it...I went through that with each of my kids after Madison. Probably different with your twins, but I think I get it in some way. :(

Devin said...

I'm with Kathy...I don't 'completely' get it, but as I've looked at Lola, I long even more for my sweet baby. You are both 'cursed and blessed' to have sweet Pennie--a great reminder, and yet--a reminder--a what you have waiting in heaven, you know?

Love you friend. Good to hear from you, and good to know you are still 'here'!!

Anonymous said...

Thought of you today. Thinking the very exact thing that you wrote wondering about how hard it must be. So much more I thought about but will save it for another time...
Praying for you and that God's sufficient grace will be ever present!